Have you ever heard a fellow Christian state an unwillingness to accept something that is Scriptural because it does not make sense to them? They might argue that you have missed some critical piece of information. It just does not make sense, they will say.
On a forum recently, this type of debate occurred over the Doctrine of Predestination. A forum member actually began by stating that they can see how the Scriptures support the doctrine, but they simply can not accept it. After all, it doesn’t make sense to them.
I am going to make clear from the outset that I am not casting aspersions on this person’s character, intellect, or dedication to the Lord. I believe this person to be an intelligent, learned, and dedicated Christian. I only use their statement to introduce my argument.
Logic is a wonderful concept, and to me, and many other believers, it is the element at the heart of our faith. Our personalities seek some logical explanation for what we observe around us, and in the Scriptures. Once given this logical explanation, we are like the dying man in a desert who finds a pool of water. We are sated, and content. This is because logic is not the enemy of faith, but upholds the faith. Logic will only be detrimental to our faith when we make it so. The irony is that we actually violate logic at these times.
CS Lewis was a man who fell away from his faith early in his life, and then came back to it through the influence of his friends. His friends, including future Lord of the Rings author JRR Tolkien, were academics with Lewis at Oxford University. They used logic to convince their friend of the reality of the Lord. They argued that the commonality in myths, the sciences, everything about the human condition could not be properly understood without a God behind it.
Lewis’s conversion under their influence was interesting because it was not their sincerity, but the weight of their arguments which persuaded him. Also interesting to note was that Lewis was a type of wandering monotheist first, and a Christian second. Lewis recounts in his autobiography, Surprised by Joy, how he first came to accept that “God” existed, but still did not know which “God” he believed in. Slowly, he began to consider the alternatives, until he realized that the very Christian God he rejected when he was growing up was, indeed, real.
When I was a young college student almost a decade ago, I began to have doubts about my faith, and my politics. I feared that none of what I believed was true. Then I started to read Lewis’s books, and realized that what I wrestled with was true, and that it could be defended logically. I rejoiced that the Lord had proven Himself true through man’s foolishness as well as His sacred Word. I still wrestled with many issues though. All of the bloodshed in the Old Testament, the eternity of God, Hell and Justice, suffering in our world, and Predestination, just to name a few.
I so desperately wanted to prove how I could logically sort all of these areas out. With the help of the writings of Lewis and others, as well as my friends, I had some limited success. I could not settle everything though. This greatly troubled me until I began to realize that if I am to accept the Lord, I must accept Him wholly and without reservation. I let go of the need to understand, and embraced the imperative to accept. After all, if He is true, then everything He says is true, whether I understand it or not. To say that He is true, but only when I understand Him makes no logical sense.
This is where logic can be detrimental because of us. When we attempt to make logic explain everything, we essentially carry it too far. In such a situation, it will interfere with our faith. It will even cease to be logic any longer. We decide that the Scripture can only be true if we can understand it. We believe this is the only logical and sensible way to deal with such issues. We believe in the Christian God, and then state that only those things we understand are acceptable. The rest we will not accept, or will find some way to discount.
The problem with this is that the Lord says His whole Word is true, and must be accepted as such if we are to accept Him. To accept the Lord as logical under these conditions, but not His word, is the heart of illogic. For if we try to do so, we accept Him as a liar, and how can we trust anything He says. For that matter, to state that the truth of another person depends on our understanding is simply ridiculous. If I don’t understand how another person could have done some feat that they did, it doesn’t mean they did not do it. I can concentrate with all of my might, and they still will be as real as before and still have done their feat that I can not understand. My ability to understand does not alter reality. Once I admit that they are real, then I admit that every part of them is real.
In the end, none of these extra-Scriptural objections can work for the Christian. We must submit ourselves to Scriptural authority for our acceptance of the Lord to work. Either He is real and true, or He is not. We can not have it both ways.
Logic is a great tool for our limited human minds. It restored the faith of Lewis, myself, and so many others. It can also be a hindrance and a stumbling block in our lives. It is how we use it that decides which it will be for us.
Pride and Prejudice is a Classic. Of that there is no doubt, as it has stood the test of time for nearly 200 years, and been commented on and reviewed a multitude of times. I seriously doubt that there is little that I can say that is unique, original, or even all that helpful to anyone. I certainly won’t write the type of review that one of my friend’s on here wrote. I shall try, nonetheless.
The story is a truly intriguing love story. Two young, intelligent, yet naïve girls, Elizabeth Bennett and her sister Jane meet their potential suitors, Mr. Bingley and Mr. Darcy. Mr. Bingley and Jane hit it off right away, but Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth do not. At all. She is angered by his arrogance, which he has in ample supply; whilst he is disgusted by her tolerance and enabling of her horridly rude family, whom she certainly does tolerate and enable very much for the first half of the novel.
About midway through the novel, Elizabeth and Darcy have a confrontation, in which he professes his love to her, and she adamantly refuses to have anything to do with him. It was he who helped break up his friend Bingley and her sister Jane. He, who treated her, her sister, a friend of hers, Mr. Wickham, and people in general, so horridly, now wanted her hand? It disgusted her. He responded in a letter to her that her family warranted the ill manner in part. He also told her how Wickham betrayed his late father’s trust, and nearly ruined his teenage sister while trying to seduce her.
Much more happens during the novel, but that is not important to me for the purposes of this review. What is important is the lesson contained within the story, the lesson of compromise and changing one’s ways. Both Darcy and Elizabeth are right. Both need to change and both do change. Afterward, they fall in love. Jane and Bingley do get back together, and it seems so story book, but not so fast. In the last chapter, which acts as an epilogue of sorts, we learn how not everything is happy go-lucky. Yes, the two couples are happy, but not everything is peaceful as they have to suffer the discord of their extended relations, just as so many real-life couples do. This is so refreshing in our day of simplistic love stories, where everything is happily ever after, and there is little true conflict.
In the end, perhaps that is why the novel is still so popular. It is realistic, it tells a good story, it has characters, and it teaches a good moral tale, not to believe everything you hear until all of the facts are in, because you might make a serious misjudgment. And even if one is right, one can still have bad traits, and must be willing to change. This realism and moral teaching are what have made this book one of my favorite novels. I highly recommend it to anyone and everyone.
Let me take a moment to also recommend a brilliant movie adaptation of this seminal work. It is the 1995 BBC version starring Colin Firth and Jennifer Ehle. It is a truly marvelous work that is faithful to the source material in a way few movies that I have ever seen have been. The movie has all of the elements of the book, sometimes in excruciating detail where you have a desire to magically reach into the screen and throttle some of the annoying characters. You can see the conflict, compromise, love, and happy yet realistic ending of the couple. No, you don’t get the epilogue to explain everything as they have it in the book, but it is hinted at enough. You get the sense that these two couples are happy, but part of a very dysfunctional family.
The acting is superb, the music incredible, and the characterization and pacing are almost exactly like those in the book. A brilliant movie that I also highly recommend.
There is a song I loved to hear and sing when I was a child. It had a chorus that rang clear with the words:
O Rejoice, in the Lord, He makes no mistake, He knoweth the end of each path that I take, for when I am tried, and purified, I shall come forth as gold.
It's strange, in a way, I never truly thought about that song until right at this very moment, as I type this. I have been thinking about a situation that two of my best friends, are going through. I hope this piece can bring at least some comfort to them. God bless them all. I wanted some way to write out how these friends' situations made me feel, and even evaluate my own problems that I am enduring. I wrote a couple of weeks ago about how I felt because of these situations. My PTSD problems, my fear, anger, guilt over sin, and my loneliness, among other burdens. Why has a loving God allowed this to happen to me, and so many other veterans? Or anyone else for that matter? Why does He allow suffering at all in this world?
I honestly don't know. The Father does not share that much of His plans with any one of us. I am left to contemplate, and wonder why He allows it to happen. Then this song comes into my head, and I realize that I might not know the precise reasons behind the Lord's decisions, but I know some of the benefits behind them. Yes, I said benefits.
I am able to help others that I might not have been able to help otherwise. I know that the Lord loves each of us, and wants us closer to Him. I also know that even though the Lord could remove all pain and temptation from the world, He will not. Why? Because that is the opposite of love. We can only have true happiness if we can enjoy and communicate with the Lord, and we can only do so through conscious choice. To take away all of the problems of this world, is to take away our free will, and ability to enjoy Him. Yes, He draws us to Himself, I believe this, for I firmly believe in predestination. At the same time, we also, by making our choices in life, are able to enjoy Him. How is this balanced? Who knows? I know it is, though, because the Word tells me so.
Enjoying the Lord is not the only benefit of suffering, because if my life had gone more easily, I could still conceivably make the same moral choices, and enjoy the Lord. I could easily fulfill my purpose, as the catechism states. What is even more of a benefit, however, and a true blessing to me, is my ability to help others. I suffer, and can take the burdens of others, and help share them. I am truly a Christian, or "little Christ" when I do so. I follow in the Master's footsteps. Isn't that amazing? My suffering has a purpose. Two, in fact, that I know of, and perhaps many, many more. I can know the Lord, and be refined by Him, brought closer to Him, if you will. I also get to help others. How exciting can that be?
I hate to suffer. Everyone does. I hate watching other people suffer. I will not say that these things make up for it all, for myself, or anyone else. I don't know, only each of us, in our communication with our Savior, can decide that. I can say that I am not grateful for my suffering. I will be honest about that. I am, however, grateful for the closeness to the Lord I experience as a result of it, and I am so grateful for the ability to be a blessing to others.
Along with the Apostle Paul and the Lord Himself, I pray that the burdens might be removed from me, but above all, no matter what, that God's will be done. Suffering comes, but God is in control. He has already turned our burdens into blessings. All we have to do is grab onto them, and hold close to our Father, Who is ready to care for us. Isn't that exciting?
Reading is a remarkable joy, particularly when one can learn a spiritual lesson from the oddest of places. I've learned a spiritual lesson from reading Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen. That might very well sound quite silly. How can one learn a lesson from that? Well, even though I am only a little over a hundred pages through the book, I have, nonetheless, learned to remember the importance of not listening to gossip.
I can already see that things will not be as they appear for Darcy and Elizabeth. I do not believe Wickham. I think that he is lying. If I am right, then that is a grand moral lesson. Too often in life, we all gossip and talk about other people. What does this do for us that is profitable? Nothing. Does it ever result in good? No. Either we are wrong, or we push people further into a bad situation, or we hurt people. Sometimes, we do all three of these.
In the book, I hope that Elizabeth chooses Darcy in the end. Even though he is a bit of a pompous oaf, he has many good qualities that peek out from below the surface, sort of like a Diamond in the Rough, as they say. If she were to choose Wickham, who I believe to be lying, then that would be a tragedy. It would be her deluding herself into believing gossip,which is against her rational nature to believe, but all too sadly in line with human nature to entertain and engage in.
In real life, how many people have we hurt by gossip and idle words? The Bible states that gossip divides people. (Proverbs 16:28) and is one of the worst sins listed in the Bible. (Romans 1:29-32) Gossip can ruin lives, and end relationships, often before they can really begin. I learned a great spiritual lesson from Jane Austen through a practical example of the dangers of gossip. Jane Austen, Apologist. Who'd have thought it?
Friends are truly wonderful to have. They give you advice, and they often point out to you what is good about your life, when you only focus on what is bad. Case in point are some emails and comments I've received about yesterday's entry in the blog.
I can argue, and do argue, from what I know of other people, that my sins are ones that none of my close friends have committed. However, as they would undoubtedly point out to me again, as they did after last night's entry, we have all made mistakes, and all of us have missed the mark of faithfulness to the God of the universe. I have done both good things, and evil things.
How can this be? How can I look to the faults that other Christians have committed as proof I'm not the worst sinner ever, and that God forgives; and yet at the same time, look at these same people as proof of the relationship I can have with the divine if I only but continue to work at it. It is simple. Both statements are true. They have sinned, so they are not so far advanced over me as I made them to be, yet at the same time, they are advanced in the things of God. I can learn from them, and learn to do one thing they seem to be able to do. To forgive myself.
It's funny, in a way, because the God of the universe, the perfect, Holy, Omnipotent, and all other types Infinite God of the universe, has forgiven me, and yet, I can not forgive myself. The guilt is something that I must work through. I try my hardest to do so. I am hopeful that I can succeed. I have many goals in life, including meeting a virtuous young Christian woman, and getting married, and eventually having children. None of this is possible, however, until my life is straightened out. Therefore, I must work on this.
To my friends, please pray for and help me to forgive myself, and live better for the Lord, and pray for me that I deal better with the various issues I have from other situations such as Iraq. You all mean the world to me. God bless.
It's quite early in the morning, and yet, still I am awake. Now I find myself registering on yet another social site, in an effort to keep up with friends, and increase my writing abilities. I'm really not sure why I go through the trouble to do it all.
That's not entirely true. I do know. I just don't like it. I contact my friends, read, blog, write, watch tv, pray, do everything I do because I feel as if I must. I must escape the demons. Nightmares of children still alive half a world away as suddenly dead. Guilt and shame over sins I might never escape. Why did I do what I did, such a short time ago? How could I act so foolishly?
I hear a sharp noise, and I jump, startled. Why can't I calm down? Why will this never end? I know that I am a curse upon those who care for me or associate with me, yet I can not help associating with them. I need them. They help me serve the Lord, and help keep the demons at bay.
I am so utterly selfish to want friendship. These people are so good, and I am not. They have served the Lord so well, while I have not. I am so vile, and unworthy of their friendship. Yet I am their friend. Like the "patient" in The Screwtape Letters, I find myself awed that I am so fortunate. I have friends that I do not deserve. They are kind, sweet, moral, Godly, and they help me so. I look to them for guidance on how I ought to live my life.
My associations with such exemplary Christians has activiated my long dormant guilt. Yet, I do not mind. No, I embrace it. I embrace the opportunity to make amends for my wrongs, and come to terms with my rights that I feel guilt for, for whatever reason.
To my friends, I thank you all. You have helped me to move closer to the Lord once again, and I will forever be grateful for that. My struggle is going to continue to be long and hard, but I will persevere. I thank you all for this. The Lord is using you all, to help keep the demons away.
I don't know why I'm doing this, other than the fact that I have several friends on here. :)
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